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Name: melanie
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Tyler
Birthday: 2/20/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: MUSIC.
i listen to emo shiz.
dashboard confessional, blink 182, senses fail, sum 41, weezer, straylight run, bayside, avenged sevenfold, saves the day, taking back sunday, spitalfield, bloc party, the postal service, staind, bright eyes, marilyn manson, action action, fall out boy, seether, coldplay, and a bunch of other bands.
i love music. so uh... yeah... thats my thing. haha.
Expertise: you. <3 me. <3 mall. <3 movies. <3 friends. <3 Rocket Summer. <3 music. <3 xanga. <3 bananas. <3 blink182. <3 lipgloss. <3 bed. <3 tv. <3 computer. <3 pen. <3 paper.<3 lauren. <3 pink. <3 rock. <3 black. <3 kisses. <3 mom. <3 CDs. <3 pics. <3 eyeliner. <3 shaggy hair. <3 Bloc party. <3 caitlin. <3 computer. <3 punk. <3 lacey. <3 A7X. <3 lakes. <3 fourwheelers. <3 kat. <3 guitar. <3 glasses. <3 dorks. <3 emily. <3 lip rings. <3 converse. <3 clint. <3 dashboard. <3 emo. <3 sk8rz. <3 halloween. <3 love. <3
LIFE
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AIM:  ghettoshorty328
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Member Since:
9/23/2005
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| things are stressful and confusing at this point.
one guy... nothing i know will never REALLY happen.
the other guy... im just waiting for....a decision. god, how i miss him.
im so stressed i can barely eat.
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| there is not gonna be any more gay ass "i hope i get you" posts up any more. so now everyone can start commenting. from what im thinking right now...nothing will happen. its a disappointment totally but you know...that life.
im some what over it.
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| hmmm. yeah so things are confusing for me now, but going pretty good.
if things turn out the way id like they would be just perfect ...then nothing in the world could stop me from being happy. nothing.
i really hope that for once i get what i really want...and that would be you.and i know i just couldnt get enough of that.
the past two days have been the best i have had in a very very long time. considering i spent them with you... i loved it. its too bad i dont get to see you every day. maybe thatll work out next year and youll come back...hmm. wouldnt that be nice?
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im not with anyone right now. im focused on just one person for the time being.....but we arent together. i think he has to get over someone first. i hope that happens fast. but you know... it takes time...and im willing to wait.
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dashboard confessional reminds me of you.
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| i really wish i could still say you were mine.
and only mine.
without worrying that you are going to leave.
you hurt me soo bad.
and bcuz of you i have felt a pain that i never thought i would...
and i never want to feel again...
but i do...
everyday without you.
if only you knew...if only i could tell you...without hesitation. i mean i told you the gist of it before, but that didnt do any good.
its like i was never yours to begin with.
all those months you were mine and i was yours were absolutely wonderful.
no matter who is new in my life.. i would always run back to you.
as a matter of fact...i would sprint, like nothing could stop me.
nothing.
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i really like who im with now...its just that... i cant get you out of my head. and it sucks. | | |
| yeah.
new profile pic.
its about time!
yeah so im pretty sure i spilled my guts to kat not too long ago about how much i miss someone.
(no,not clint)
i know you dont know who you are...but.... its hard without you.
the memories just wont fade i will tell you that much.
and its pretty depressing.
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im sorry if i am rude to any of you girls.... i love you all.... you just wouldnt ever understand the pressure ive been put under lately...i wont explain... but just hang in there with me. this have been a pretty fough time for me lately.
i love you....
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im in emory now. my vacation!
<3 melanie
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